You are not a human being to them, you are a resource.. There are no feelings attached at all. You are literally just nothing to them, and the irony is that they are the absolute worst examples of what a person can be. Oh, the irony!
You're not a person, but only a source of energy and something to parasite off of. Then the parasite needs to let you go so they can be free of you and suck off somebody else.
And yes, he was ugly too, but I idealised him. It was only when my mother stated "he is so ugly!" that I realised she was right. And my mother is always very blunt and doesn’t mince words.
Hello,hope y'all doin good, i came to Quora to share my strange story , a very weird one , a story when luck smiled at me ,maybe u will enjoy it , let's begin,have fun...
A year ago ,I was a real porn addicted(btw I was 18) ,but never had sex before, I don't have a gf I didn't try to find one even ,always thinking to go to find a sex worker but then I just don't , everyday watching different bodies getting fucked and everyday enjoying.
One day, I was watching porn, a big ass lady with big boobs ,just after seeing her the image of my female cousin poped in my mind, (let's introduce her : she's 35 years old , very big ass , nice boobs ,not very big but nice,always wearing tight clothes , she's divorced ) and I thought of me fucking her ,I never had sexual desires for her but now I do days went by and when I met her I was so horny ,I couldn't stay with the family cz my penis was clearly erected , I realized this is my first time I get horny for one of my family ,it not illegal in my country.well to make a long story short( if u want details just text me I will tell u 😊),I decided to give her signs that I want to fuck her,finally I decided to have sex and with my cousin , I thought it is the best beggining for me, i started touching her when I came across her in a narrow place , make her feel my hard cock when we hug , I thought it will hard and I will be ashamed but no , I felt nothing and she said nothing , probably she thought it was by mistake,anyways, I decided then to talk with her about sex, waited for her to be alone in a room and talk with her, I confessed everything about me watching porn and addicted..etc,she said it's normal and u are growing up and u must have sex,well at that time I was like whaaat????? Well I didn't control myself and asked her for sex ( horny like I Ve never been before) she said that she will think Abt it ,2 weeka went by then she called me ,telling that she reserved a room in a hotel and we meet tonight ,we met,and bruuhh, sex is great , I mean, I had to find a pirstitue ,what I was waiting for to have such a feeling ????, I will never forget that night, I started kissing her she was kissing hard ,she misses sex so bad , she sucked my dick and swallowed my semen ,I felt I'm in a dream , then when fucked ,her ass was very big and the anus was open ,didn't struggle to get my hard cock inside it , she was obviously missing sex , she was shouting ,fuck me yh fuck me , I go fast after every word until I cum , we did that 3 times , then we went to her pussy , using condoms I fucked her so hard the moans were higher , everything was perfect ,in the end I asked her to lick her body , licked pussy ,ass, boobs,then she sucked my cock until we sleeped ,all I know that she was dirty ,well before even having sex with her I knew she is an open minded woman , and a woman that looks that she donesnt know anything , but she knows everything, but never expected having sex with her ,well she was horny and that helped...but no one of us regretted that sex ever..
We still have sex from time to time ,and I started having sex with sex workers , joining threesomes..etc
If u want pics of her text me.
And that is when I started to get my groove back. When I realized I had been living in a delusion with this beast of a man who had no redeeming qualities.
When I once exclaimed that he hurt me, he ignored what I said and acted as if he had not heard me. But he was very quick to criticise me if I even said anything about his behaviours.
My ex-narcissist used to hurt me physically during supposedly "intimate" moments. Then he would smile evilly.
Why are American women so ugly nowadays?
His way to shut me up was pretending he was having "heart attacks” or driving into traffic to scare me. Soon enough, being around this ugly bastard gave me extreme anxiety and panic attacks.
These narcissistic pieces of trash come in and out of your life, and then move on like the disgusting slimy parasites that they actually are.
I was in love with some weird unrealistic fantasy that did not exist. I cast all of my standards aside for this ugly pos that wore his jeans down to his ankles.
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And they really don't care one bit about anyone they used, they actually just want to get rid of you as fast as possible.
Think about it. You're just a tool to be used, that is all.
They don't even care if they actually leave you permanently injured, or if you're going to die.
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That's why they hate you so much. They actually always hated you, but they really show you just how much once they need to be rid of you.
Contrast this with how they behaved in the beginning, and you will see what monstruous and inhuman beings they are. This is how they are all acting with the new supply right now. With every new supply, they put up an act, pretending to be someone they are not, until it no longer suits them.
Narcissists don't care how much they hurt you, or if they used you.
Why are FtM trans just another type of woman?
They are now in someone else's house, sleeping in their bed, eating their food, and pretending to be "happy" around them.
So again, narcissists simply have no empathy, and no conscience. You could literally be in a ditch dying, and they will leave you there.
